hi, as i sit here at 3:28 am not being able to sleep and reading other people's blogs...i notice i miss so many people i haven't seen in so long. I miss having lots of friends to rely on and to talk to, make me laugh, and in turn make them laugh. Being a military wife is so isolating! Being grown up is hard to do, but how things have changed for me. I love being a mom, my son has changed my life forever in the best way possible.

I am moving back to Cali March 12, and then on the 15th am taking the CSET....wish me luck...hopefully i get into davis's education program for my masters and credential....if not sac state.

things will work out but it's so hard trying to get back into the swing of things....school....scary! The application process is almost the hardest thing to do. they are asking me so many questions about college....i wish i could sit them down and tell them, i was high the whole entire time and don't remember shit! lol

well to all my friends and greek family....love you lots even though i haven't been around i think of you all!!!!! MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!

i tried putting up this thing called a baby tickler so you guys can see how far along i am....but it wouldn't show up therefore....go to myspace and look on my page there!!!! but yeah i'm 22 weeks now and i can't wait until i have him already!!!! I am uncomfortable and my back and feet are always hurting!

i'm kinda sad b/c i'm not having a big ol baby shower....i mean one of the military wives is throwing me one...but there are only going to be like 5 people there....b/c i still don't really know anyone out here....i wish i was back home so i could have a huge baby shower with all my friends and family....then it would be huuuuuuge!!!!!! i wish all you could come out here for it!  but anywho Neely ( the one throwing the shower for me) is super nice and i like her....but it's just not the same as having all my true friends whom i've known for years with me during such a milestone in my life.......well i'll stop the whinning and go make dinner for Dan! ciao for now!

ahhh my Job is sooooooo boring!!!!! and pointless let me say that as well......i don't know how i have gotten up at 5:15am every morning and gotten up for work.....but hey who cares at leat i'm making some kind of money....the little i'm making....but yeah....i am so tired....my life is so different then it was just 6 months ago!!!! who would of known....i never would have thought i'd be in GA of all the butt fuck places to be and to top it off in the fuckin' bookdocks of valdosta, GA making it even worse!

Lil Daniel starting to move and that's the weirdest thing i've ever felt...i'm officially excited about the new one....it's weird, now instead of smoking all the time....i look at my tummy and try to get him to move....my new interest in life...other than that i'm cooking some good food. peruvian food has been on the menu lately.....yummmmmm

i miss good food esp. good mexican food....the closest thing to good mexican food i can get is taco bell....seriously....it's that bad! I won't even mention Sushi....pointless to ask for good sushi in the SOUTH! and all the chinese food places are all buffets...and that's gross......there are no viet restaurants and the thai one out here is always too salty! bleh....i can never get what i want and it sucks comming from california where there is good food everywhere....so my tastebuds already have their cravings in mind and i can't satisfy any of them! sigh!

hey all

so ya, i got a job but it's nothing! customer service over the phone....blah...but the good thing is that i'm only going to be working for a few months...due to baby on board...therefore i didn't want a great job b/c then it would be harder to leave....so i just gotta put up with bull shit for a lil bit...Ga still sucks, but Dan and I are making the best of it....i just keep thinking about how things are going to be so different once daniel elijah davis is in our household....that's his name! I'm 21 weeks so a lil over halfway done! thanks god!!! i can't wait to have him already!

I miss the good ol' davis days, but i'll see you all again soon...and don't worry i will still have a norcal vocab...i'm not about to start saying ya'll and all the southern talk...

I miss going to SF and partying and having fun...withn Mega, Cherry, the avalon 12 crew, sopi's, paphi's, and everyone else you know who you are...i'not even comming home until april...but those are all my rants and raves for today....until next time.

hahaha this has been way overdue....man dec was my last blog like 2 years ago!!!!! crazy! I really miss all my sopi ladies! I amm just sitting here in GA not doing a damn thing.....all the jobs out here suck...none of them require a degree and therefore all the jobs which are available are jobs anyone out of high school can do and i don't want a job like that....but looks like i'm going to have to settle for anything which sucks big fat donkey balls!!!!

I wish i could go to formal today.....all you girls better get super wasted for me...I hope you all like my grad. dedication i gave to you guys! I think since i have so much time on my hands i might as well start writing in this thing more often!!!! I'm so bored i could die! all i do all day long is cook, clean, and watch tv...not to mention take princess on walks. But nothing with real people besides Dan and when he's at work i'm dying here in the humidity!!!! Someone please come and vist me.....remmeber fly delta b/c that's the only airport they have here.....at least there is one in this stupid town.....airport code just in case is VLD in valdosta, GA!!!! PLEASE I'M GOING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!